// now
doingcorporate ritual — writing code someone asked for
readingwhatever the internet recommends at 1am
thinkingtoo much about too many things
// the rest

i like psychology, art, music, books, bike rides, and time outside. i wander the internet when bored — which is often. not all who wander are lost, but some of us are just procrastinating.

present day, present time.
// bookshelf
The Brothers KaramazovDostoevsky
Surely You're Joking, Mr. FeynmanFeynman
MeditationsMarcus Aurelius
Man's Search for MeaningFrankl
Flowers for AlgernonKeyes
The Remains of the DayIshiguro
Thinking, Fast and SlowKahneman
// writing
the problem with being online all the time
the internet is a mirror. you find what you're already looking for.
// logbook

it's one thing to question your mind. it's another to question your eyes and ears.— elliot alderson

2025 — week 14
realized i've been optimizing for output instead of thinking. slowing down feels like falling behind. it's probably the opposite.
2025 — week 11
the internet is a mirror. you find what you're already looking for. dangerous if you don't know what that is.
2025 — week 08
some days the code works and i feel nothing. some days it breaks and i feel everything. a bug is never just a mistake.
2025 — week 04
started meditations again. marcus aurelius was just journaling to himself about not being terrible. relatable.